and I have to recharge again and again my Iman before going into this holy month.
Fuhhh, for these previous months, a lot of things happened which sometimes I felt very lost,
I really can't handle myself..
but knowing that Allah want to test you and reminding these two verses from Al-Quran,
(إِنَّا جَعَلْنَا مَا عَلَى الْأَرْضِ زِينَةً لَّهَا لِنَبْلُوَهُمْ أَيُّهُمْ أَحْسَنُ عَمَلًا (سورة الكهف: 7
الَّذِي خَلَقَ الْمَوْتَ وَالْحَيَاةَ لِيَبْلُوَكُمْ أَيُّكُمْ أَحْسَنُ عَمَلًا ۚ وَهُوَ الْعَزِيزُ الْغَفُورُ (سورة الملك :2
make me realized that I have no power and ability to get what I want.
Not everything in this world, I can get easily. Allah want to see our reaction to His test either we can face it patiently or otherwise.
Today I tried to wake up back as a servant of Allah after have a long looong months and days having hibernation,
and Alhamdulillah He still give me a chance although less than a month to make preparations before Ramadhan arrives..
InsyaAllah for this year, I may go through my Ramadhan without any distraction of Dunya. haha.
(Dunya here means, I don't have any examination or test from university)
What a relief..!
Lets watch this video together from Syeikh Nouman Ali Khan. I really admire him from a long time ago. I'm sorry I can't give any conclusion because I didn't watched yet.
اللهم باركلنا في ما بقي من الشعبان. وبلّغنا رمضان
Bye, Salam.